I shake my head.

"First of all Alexandra, I didn't just up and left. Don't you remember? That fight we had? You know that night we got into it and you wanted me out? Yeah.. Don't put that on me."

As I look at her.

"Second of all I don't hate you, fuck I did at first for awhile but I got over the hate. But the reason why I'm a asshole to ya is because of that night. Maybe you had to much to drink or what not but that fight let see here umm you did it right in front of Taylor. That why I'm the way I am. She doesn't like that shit and it made her cry. So yeah when you said you wanted me out well I took that option. But what gets me the most even after that since you say you 'care' about Taylor and stuff you never once called me or bump into me in a former company we were in together and asking about her. You know me my baby girl is my life. I would die or kill for my kids. Now yeah that the thing."

As I back off.

"Even though you not going to admit to it, or even remember it because you were pretty out of it that night so yeah that why you think I just up and left."

As I look away as I toss the rest of my food in the trash can since I'm no longer hungry.