After returning back to Chicago witt Matt, and spending a day with the family all together... it was now time to really clear the head. Christine decided she needed to go to the one place where she knew she could stop and think. She decided she was heading to the roof... but not any roof... the roof of the Willlis Tower.


She had left alone... and had made it up to the roof and sa down enjoying to sites from up above. It was beautiful look out at the city from up there. But then again... not everyone likes to look at rooftops. But being up there... she was away from the hussel and bussel of the world below. A world that was messed up, and stressed out and hurting. A world that she didn't fit in.

Christine knew she was different. She knew she had issues no one understood nor whated to understand. She was having problems trusting everyone... even her fiancee' and didn't know how she could get past this. She had very few she could trust... or thought she could. It seemed she had more trouble having female friends than she did male. But then again... she didn't get along with many people period.

Lots of things have gone thru her mind... the biggest one was one that she knew in the back of her head that she knew she needs to do. But she hadn't done cause of ties she had... that she really didn't have anymore. She had done a lot of thinking and soul searching and trying to figure out things in her head and the directions she needed to take. But all the voices in her head... they would tell her different things.

None of it mattered... at this moment in time, she was pretty much stuck where she was and that really didn't help her. Only thing that was going in her life was having her family back... but one part of her... the twisted part of her... the part trying to take over... she thought Christine needed to break away and get away from all her past. All her friends and family and start over. That was the part she hard to fight daily and it was the part that she was losing the battle with.

Just then she decides what she needs to do and sends a text and soon she gets a reply that makes her smile.

Christine: The first step to a new beginning starts now. Now to see what happens.

Just then someone walks up behind her... but she doesn't hear them. She turns when they speak.